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Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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How do you see or imagine your baby/ies now that you do not have them with you?
I imagine Jasper as if he should be here. He should be around 2 months old, so I imagine him holding his head on his own, sleeping through the night, getting bigger, rolling over for the first time on his own.

How did the loss of your last pregnancy affect your choices/decisions about the birth of your subsequent pregnancy?
With my next pregnancy I just hope I can get through it problem and pre-eclampsia free. I know I will be so scared throughout the whole pregnancy. I really want to try and have a VBAC, but I will do what ever is needed to bring home a healthy baby.



  1. I am so sorry for the loss of Jasper and your other babies. You have been through so very much. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you!

  2. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with us.

    I am so sorry your sweet jasper is not here with you. Its not fair.

    Praying for peace to cover your broken heart x

  3. I am so so sorry for your loss. I have seen Jasper's name in the sand. It stood out for me because it is the name we've chosen for my unborn son. Such a beautiful name.

    I am so very sorry. It is not fair.