Waterfall Angels on Facebook

Our rainbow Samuel Thomas Goldthorpe

Lilypie First Birthday tickers

Sunday, August 23, 2009

I think I'm ready to start trying again....

These are some big words for me. After losing Jasper I had no desire to go through the hole trying thing ever again. It took us three years to get him only to have him ripped away by Pre-e. I wonder how long it will take us this time, hopefully not as long as it took to get Jasper. Trying again scares the heck out of me, but seeing as that I'm not one to give up, I'm ready. We will be waiting until my October cycle because trying again next cycle will be to hard. One year ago Jasper was concieved, well actually we found out on Sept 30, 2008 that I was pregnant. If by chance we do get pregnant the first month I will be scared if Jasper's and the next baby have the same or close to same due dates.



  1. I think that's great and so brave of you! You are definatly one strong woman! Some days I already feel the desire to try again and others I cant even stand to think of it. It takes some years if ever after a loss like ours to try again. Im sure that I'll know when the time is right too. Congrats!

  2. I am praying for you. May God bless you.

  3. Its a bit step Lisa. I wish you much peace and strength on this new journey you are going to embark on.

  4. Thinking of you- praying for you- for peace and for another baby to grow and be delivered safe into your arms. I got pregnant shortly after my loss- Pregnancy after loss can be so scary- but it will happen- and those around you in this 'secret society' of broken hearts are here for you! Looking forward to reading posts with happy news!