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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Bad news and even more bad news

Well, My first month back trying again is a complete bust. I'm so disappointed even though I knew it probably wouldn't happen. I also found out that I did have HELLP, It's been confirmed and I'm pissed about it this put me and my next baby at great risk, but I will do everything possible for it NOT to happen again.

I have been working so much overtime recently which has been helping me keep my mind off of everything. I have also been falling behind on reading the blogs that I follow and I feel bad about that because everyone here has helped me so much I would like to be able to do the same in return. I have a couple of days off so I will be going back and reading.

10 comments:

  1. I've been working a lot too. I hate to say it, but it does help. I'm sorry this wasn't your month to conceive. It's so hard, isn't it? I don't understand why the universe doesn't just implant another little baby into our bodies right after we lose our babies. I bought a really cute little boys outfit the other day for Jasper's drive. I'm gonna send it off after I get a lil girls outfit too. Xoxo

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  2. Sorry this wasn't your month, and I would be livid to have the doctors miss that you had HELLP. Praying everything starts getting better for you!

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  3. I'm sorry Lisa that it was HELLP. I hope that you are one of the lucky ones that doesn't deal with it in a subsequent pregnancy. You know i'm rooting for you this cycle. *hugs*

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  4. My prayers are with you. I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))
    I will prayer for a perfect pregnancy for you.
    God hear my prayers!

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  5. I am sorry about the bad news. It's ok to fall behind on blogging. Sometimes it helps to back away, it gets overwhelming sometimes. I hope you do what helps you. Lots of love

    xx

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  6. Please dont be so hard on yourself hun, please jsut take it one step t a time :) i am here if you ever need it,i used to work heaps as well whenwe lost Bryce, and was trying again, though i found i feel prengnat easyer when it wasnt on my mind if that makes sence, i know its a lot harder said than done, though i know your time will happen, and i am sure jasper will be looking over ourself, your partner and your unborn child, to make sure everything goes smoothly

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  7. I'm sorry it didn't happen for you this month. It's such a letdown. :( The dr's should've confirmed it was HELLP then instead of just now.

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  8. I am so sorry for your bad news. But try not to give up hope. Sometimes that is all that is there for us to hold on to. xx

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  9. Sorry that you had bad news this month. Hoping that next time it will be good news.

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  10. Hi! You don't know me but I stumbled on your blog. I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss. Jasper was beautiful. I also wanted to say my best friend had HELLP with her first pregnancy (at 27 weeks) and went on to have two perfectly normal, healthy pregnancies in the 4 years after her first pregnancy. I know it may be so tough sometimes, but keep the faith! Your happy ending will come...hugs, Tara

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