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Thursday, December 24, 2009


Well, My chances for ever getting pregnant in 2009 is officially over. I'm wondering if it will ever happen again. I feel as if though somehow that me getting pregnant with Jasper was some sort of fluke. Maybe not the fact that I got pregnant with him just the fact that he was a sticky little bean. I guess after having 3 miscarriages that will do that to ya.

I'm actually kind of relieved that this year is almost over. It was in fact the worst year of my life ever. While I was in the mall I couldn't help, but to watch all those happy families getting ready for their holiday. I also couldn't help being so sickly jealous of them and how they probably don't even realize just how lucky they are.

I would like to let everyone know that I have been reading everyone that I follow even if I don't post a comment I have had severe writers block recently I just don't know what to say without sounding like a broken record. I also have a surprise, I came up with how I want to write all of our angels names, but I'm keeping it a secret until I start to do them which will be real soon.


  1. I am wishing the best for you in 2010!

  2. I'm ready too for this year to be behind us.


  3. Yes my chances are over too for 2009... Sticky vibes and baby dust for us in 2010.. Can't wait to see your surprise :)

  4. This year can suck it for all I care, it was so horrible for so many and it just breaks my heart.

    Here is to 2010 my friend, hoping it is better for you, me for everyone!


  5. I'm so sorry, Lisa. I'm hoping 2010 means good things for all of us mamas. Can't wait to see your surprise. :) Hugs, Bree

  6. Thank goodness 2009 is almost over. My husband I were talking about how every New Year we toast to the fact it can only go up from here- and every single year has gotten worse.

    But - I am holding out faith and hope 2010 will be the year things turn around for ALL of us!

  7. Lisa, may your dreams come true in 2010.

  8. My heart breaks for you. The baby I lost and then how sick Sammy and I were, can't compare to where you have been. Praying that 2010 finds you healthy and that God blesses you with another little miracle. We are going through quite a struggle at my house right now too, one I chose not to blog about, so I am looking forward to 2010 being filled with miracles and happiness.