When I got the mail today I was going through it and saw Jasper's name on one of the envelopes I was in shock. For the longest time I couldn't stop starring at it. I kept saying over and over this is very upsetting as I was crying and Jonathan saw it and realized what was going on, he said, let me open it and I said no I want to. I opened it and it was his bill from his 36 hour stay in the NICU. I can't believe that they would send a bill to an infant that is no longer here, that is so messed up on so many levels.